December 2009
“Without changing color
in the emptiness
of this world of ours
the heart of a...”
– Ono no Komachi
one breath away from mother oceania:
your nimble feet make prints in my sides…
somewhere nice where we can be alone.
wow, this year has definately flown by. and i couldn’t be happier that the bitch is gone. let’s recap, shall we?
hatedpreppycuntsatschool/ metdrshaefferandhehelpedme/ bondedwithmomanddad/ schoolyearendsinjune/ saidGOODBYEto- jessica.victoria.rachel.&&.nathan-forever/ hadanamazingsummer/...
is your punchline just a joke?
you’ve left me speechless.
allmybubbledreams. well, dr. talked to mom today about me, trying to get her to come to terms of actually accepting my homosexuality. i don’t think she ever will. but if so. than she and dad will die without connecting with me on every possible level. and my boyfriend, sometimes i feel like he lusts over other guys and just throws me to the side. even though...
you crucified me but i'm back in your bed, like...
something feels like…
[fuck-]
something is missing, and i’m not quite sure what. i’ve felt absent for a while and there is something terribly wrong with me mentally, but i’m not sure who or what it is. i’ve felt like i havn’t had any back support, and no one there to catch me when i eventually fall.
c’est la vie…
i guess…
je ne sais...
mr. westcoastcali,
Got somethng really shiny to start. Want me to sign there on your range rover heart? I’ve heard it before, yeah, the dinners were nice; ’till your diamond words melted into some ice. You should’ve been rapping to the beat of my song, Mr. California-Paper-Ganster-a. and I’m looking for love not an empty page full of stuff that means nothing but “you’ve been...
paper, tell me lies.
you popped my heart seams. all my bubble dreams, bubble dreams…
““When the world comes crashing down who’s ready to party?”
...”
– kenyalove17
standing in the light of your halo,
hi everyone. i’m jordan, nice to meet you.
i’m a fairly nice person, at least, i try my hardest to be. i have a problem, and it’s time for intervention. i’ve been an addict for at least four years.
(can we all give jordan a hand for sharing)
bill; it’s your turn to share your story now.
[we’re just a support group. people, who sit there, listen to your...
“No object is beautiful that, under certain circumstances, it will not look ugly.”
茧
a train of pearls. cabin by cabin. is shot precisely across an ocean. from a mouth. from. a. mouth. from a mouth of a girl like me. to a boy. to a boy. to a boy.
“Friends are like buses: if you miss one, sooner or later, another will come. The...”
– Cupcake Brown, A Piece of Cake.
lying is the most fun a girl can have without...
Dear “Whomever it May Concern”:
Certain things turn ugly when you think too hard And nagging little thoughts change into things you can’t turn off Everything you think you know baby Is wrong It’s all over but the crying Fade to black I’m sick of trying Took too much and now I’m done It’s all over but the crying
ugh, i want a lover. and, then again, i...
metropolis: the chase suite
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