February 2010
the brain.
brush. brush. brush away, candy. what is it that you search for? oh dear. i’ve been brushing for hours. just to make sure. it’s gone. haha. i guess we can honestly say you’ve lost your mind. no. i know exactly where it is. really? in his belly of course. you left something behind. a machine. hmm… the hub of the city. i was scared at first, i thought. pop ate my heart. and...
January 2010
“Friends are like buses: if you miss one, sooner or later, another will come. The...”
– Cupcake Brown, A Piece of Cake: a Memoir
don't be mad 'cause my hair is so rad.
is it just me… or is every little gay boy i meet a fucking whore. am i the only one that doesn’t want just a penis but a real person, with a real compatible personality? fuck society. fuck being a slut at 15. i have morals. and i want someone to make me happy. not someone to give me a hard-on. i think i’m giving up on the gay community. it’s fucking sad.
if i wrote a letter to myself.
if i wrote a letter to myself. i’d say, “don’t forget ambition, little girl.” ‘cause dreams are the only think you can hold in your hands without strings. fiction is always more charming than truth. i’d write myself as the villian.
january28th,2010-truestory: i had a nosebleed again today. mom called me morbid just because i sang ‘painting the roses...
i'll wait for you.
it’s been a good day. i’m glad it happened. talking to evan now. i’m feeling way better than i did earlier. he’s a sweetheart. to be honest. and i’m glad to be able to get to know him.
xxx
i’ll be the lighthouse and you’ll be the vessel smashing against me the waves i will wrestle and if it takes one hundred years i’ll wait here, for you....
is being boring.
I came across a cache of old photos And invitations to teenage parties “Dress in white” one said, with quotations From someone’s wife, a famous writer In the nineteen-twenties When you’re young you find inspiration In anyone who’s ever gone And opened up a closing door She said: “We were never feeling bored ‘Cause we were never being boring We had too much...
discography: the pet shop boys.
(All day, all day) I don’t know why, I don’t know how I thought I loved you, but I’m not sure now I’ve seen you look at strangers too many times The love you want is of a, a different kind Remember when we felt the sun A love like paradise, how hot it burned A threat of distant thunder, the sky was red And when you walked, you always - turned every head (All day, all day)...
"ce jeu" by yelle.
bianca maddox is my bffl, and nothing can change that.
addicted to the glitz and glamour. maybe i need...
they say i’m superficial. and some call me a bitch. they’re just mad ‘cause i’m sexy, famous, and i’m rich. i rock the latest fashions and i set the latest trends. girls say i’m conceited but they really want to be me.
i was watching videos today of collections of older photos of my (insert word to replace the phrase: “person i look up to”), richie...
no; i don't break bones, just hearts.
it’s sunday. texting bianca. thinking of my life in this dusty, little town.
god, i can’t stop listening to “lilian’s safari” by delta! delta!
maybe in a little while. it’ll come to me.
i guess i’m just going to have to wait and
see how this all unfolds and
i think it’s time to roll out the carpet, babe.
xox
friends are forever;
@ObiancagonO:
Dear World: Jordan Cook is too precious for his own good! And I love him dearly <3
“Snooki said she was hiring a bodyguard to keep fans at bay. The 22-year-old...”
– ‘Jersey Shore’ cast wants big raise for season 2 - NYPOST.com (via rickyv)
WatchFINALLY! JEFFREE STAR’S FIRST MUSIC VIDEO WAS RELEASED! WATCH IT! XOXO
there's nothing you can say or do. words mean...
dear diary; i wish there were more than two genders, ‘cause i’m getting really bored. wow. today has been amazing. well, not really. i’m not sure. my math exam went well. better than i thought i would have. i guess if i really do believe in myself than i can actually do something with enough purpose and focus to accomplish my goals. i just have to have faith. woah, i’m...
“You could make a million dollars with the face you’ve got.”
– (via smoking-poetry)
(via kennerdee)
read me-
i’ve been dying to hear some grey gardens for quite a while now. i wanna watch it again. with edie. i miss ms. beale,
mother wanted me to come out in a kimono. we had quite a fight.
it’s my mothers house in my mother’s name. and you can’t be mother at mother’s game. ‘cause she likes the people that i don’t like and if don’t like it, it’s...
sexting-
just woke up an Taylor Swift’s pissin’ in my mouth fucked so many boys, I’m havin’ a drought I’m on iChat with your father, Facebookin with ‘ya brother 2 fingers in my mouth - 2 fingers in your mother thong around my ankles & the web cam’s on this ain’t Bang Bus but I love double dongs my phones on vibrate, so don’t stop callin’ cuz...
rap: fresh prince of arkansas?
and i’m here to let you know
“keep it real” is the game
and i go with the flow.
and as soon as i’m done,
i know you’ll realize,
but even if you don’t,
i’ll dazzle diamonds in your eyes.
<3
you are so yesterday,
yeah;
i can be:
bitchy. / innappropriate. / terrible. / moody. / messy. / unorganized. / clingy. / angry. / vengeful. / spiteful.
but i can love someone ‘till the clouds fall from the sky.
and i wouldn’t have it any other way.
your friend, jordan.
dear body: you need someone to hug you,
and that seems quite alright.
you need someone to hold you close
before you fall asleep, late at night.
you need a knight in the shiniest armour,
who will always be at your side.
someone to listen and to teach,
to be an everlasting guide.
finally:
you need someone, yes, a REAL MAN,
not just some boy who thinks he can.
xox
Jordan Cook
you can taste my ice cream, we can be a sweet...
Go and suck my lollipop Sugar sweet cherry topp Fur shure fit To legit Hot spot Twirk it bitch Strip it down Work it up Baby let me Fill your cups O to the m to the m to the g Sticky messy Taste my treat But I love it when you Scream for my ice cream Tell me all your dirty dreams Scream for my ice cream Well show me what’s your fantasies
Got a monster in my pants And if you ever get the...
“And one day we will die
And our ashes will fly from the aeroplane over the sea...”
– Anonymous
le hôtel des invalides,
bubbly vices, or sugary spices. it’s nice, but, is that what i’m after?
play the cards with spades to start,
snapped back to reality:
The lesson idelibly etched on me was that when Mommie dearest got mad enough she ripped people to shreds and made them disappear. Somehow my Mommie dearest could make grown people like Phillip disappear. That thought scared me so much it was like falling into eternal darkness.
I spent more than twenty-five years trying to make sure my Mommie dearest loved me, trying...
“http://twitpic.com/xjzjh - Getting ready with @brettxellis to go to lunch..mmm”
– ihateRaquelReed
“I’m not calling you a ghost, just stop haunting me, And I’ll love...”
– kenyalove17
dear nicole: i was right. ha.
dear nicole bonagura:
“how doth the little crocodile” by lewis carol is not named “against idleness” as you thought. this, however, is “against idleness and mischeif”-
AGAINST IDLENESS AND MISCHIEF
How doth the little busy bee Improve each shining hour And gather honey all the day From every opening flower! How skilfully she builds her cell! How neat she...